Yeah, that would feel good, right about now. What do I do? I whack back unruly bushes, just like a certain Rancher Who Runs The World. Ugh. Yeah, full moon and a roller coaster life, what could be better??? I grab the hand clippers and cut back the crazy black walnut tree that is losing its mind in growth and now is losing its leaves to something weird. Chop chop chop...plotting, hatching, scheming. So, do we move, where do we go, what will The Husband do? Stuff like that. It is the mantra for the mojo that will get me through another day of uncertainty. The most calming aspect of my life is what I do and what I surround myself with. How can a person feel unruly and scared with weightless black baby alpaca in her hands and on her wheel? I ask you.
Yesterday was a good dye afternoon and I was able to finish off most of the orders that were on my mind. I don't know how people juggle a lot of UFO's because if I don't finish something, it hangs around right at the edge of my peripheral vision, taunting me to just TRY to concentrate on someting else. I had to pull these guys off of the wheel, to make way for the beautiful black fleece that Gabby wore to shows last year. (Thank you, Lin )
I must be trying to store nuts for winter, I tell you. I went hog wild and did my buying for the coming TKGA market and the summer of labor ahead of me. Normal stuff...yarn and fiber. Well, some new fiber snuck in there...I bought a bump of Blue Faced Leicester Top to play with! Yeah, I decided to broaden my horizons (let's not talk about the extremely expensive cashmere and alpaca and silk/merino and and and waiting to be dyed) and get a third sheep breed into the pots for people. I certainly fell in love with the sheep I met (oh, I am a woman...I can say that I LOVE sheep and no one can squint their eyes, dammit. ) at MS&W, renewing the lust that I have for those longwool critters. I do love spinning fine stuff but the longwool hits me full on in the chest with longing. I fell in love with it way back when I learned to spin when I had Corriedale and Linclon/Finn to play with...Corriedale sold sweaters but the Lincoln Finn sold Art Pieces. No doubt about it...it must be the UNH to the chest factor. That is why I love the Wensleydale for ME and now will love the BFL as well. (I am holding on to my Border Leicester fleece...the brown one that I spun with the Tencel went home with collectors, right away...)
Ok...I have ordered...wait for it...well, I will have to wait for it...S O C K yarn. Yup. It will be coming when the mill gets it finished. There you have it. Just like lace yarn for the eensy people, I will have genuine wool/nylon sock yarn in my pots and on the table, even though I won't knit with it. No lace yarn, no socks, no combs...CAROLINE .
Want something pretty to look at? Here is Sugar Pie at 5:30 this morning. She likes to come and go through my poor ruined (thanks to Sasha's BIG HEAD and cats squeezing through it) mini-blinds. SIGH. She loves to sit here and contemplate which creature she is going to torture for the day. Sitting in front of HER is my stash from NZ...brown, brown, beige, brown and brown. This of course was before MS&W and the course of life that drew me back to fleeces...colored fleeces.
Finally, I leave you with a picture of the Enormous Ones, Dippy and Dopey, The Thundering Herd in repose. (they are usually a flash of teeth and slamming bodies so how else can I find them to photograph?) Tank is now a week shy of 5 months. What do you think...he has grown, hasn't he? No more baby stuff...he is losing molars and working on a lot of sticks dragged from the yard, to facilitate the entrance of the new Big Boy Teeth. See...I leave the back door open as much as I can on days with fine weather...I get the carpet sweeper out at the end of the day and pick up all of the mulch in the living room...it saves furniture and shoes.
Thanks again to those of you who know who you are (huh? What is she saying?). Rod and I are on this roller coaster together but I am still having to maintain my "center", so that the creativity can go on. The kind words and encouragement are like salve. I know that we will be fine...we just have a few more hills and valleys to rocket through on our little coaster car, before we figure out what we are supposed to do next. :o) In the meantime, there is a nice pan of merino soaking, waiting for an application of Sky Drama. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm.